April 24th, 2007 at 3:56pm]
today was stupid.
i don't update much.
i hate school.
i hate hueytown.
i hate alabama.
i want to get out.
i use to think everyone was crazy
when they said they hates hueytown.
i understand why now.
my bubba told me the grass isn't always greener on the other side.
at this point..
i'll take sand as long as i'm not dealing with these people.
that's where i want to be.
sunshine. beaches. no worries.
^that. is it.
i came home and there was a dead squril in the road.
and i swear..
my cats are gay.
that's the end.
i should go write these stupid sentances now.
April 20th, 2007 at 12:23am]
today was the first day i haven't has ANYTHING to do.
and yet still.
a lot happend.
don't you love the way life works?
kayla dawn cannon.
i love you more then life itself.
this is going to be great.
a whole website called myspace
full of ugly people we can make fun of.
i've spent all day looking for the screamo version of "toxic"
no where to be found.
i also spent three hours on the phone with the lovely jacoya.
i haven't laughed that hard in ages.
it was great.
i'm sorta determind.
i don't know.
but i have this gut feeling.
something is about to happend.
good? bad? drastic? minor?
i don't know.
i'm about to send him a message.
i hate bad change.
especialy whe it's all my fault.
April 19th, 2007 at 9:46am]
umm...it's spring break..
and i'm up at 9:46.
why do i do this to myself?
i had the goal of doing somethign everyday of spring break..
and i was good..
and the weekend.
better then normal?
i started a journal/notebook last night.
i wonder how long that one is going to last?
...prob. as long as me updating a livejournal will.
i wish i was more commited or something.
i'm getting more and more into screamo music.
it's quite funny..
i like watching kayla make fun of it.
okay, i'm going to go do something more productive.
April 18th, 2007 at 9:59pm]
i said i was going to start using livejournal again..
and i haven't updated in months.
i wish i could keep up with things..
it's quite apparent i can't.
i just broke up with cody.
i was more upset then he was..
how much of a freak am i?
you know what.
you're a jerk.
and i honastly wish i could let go.
it's been months.
you've moved on..
why can't i?
i got a phone call from rhett in mexico.
it made me happy.
i'm hitting rock bottom and i hate it.
tomorrow is thursday.
david shall be either showing his face.
i hate the way life works.
i saw keith the other day.
i owe him.
he's listioned more then any guy ever.
i love him deathh.
i'm going to clean my room before my mom gets home.
January 21st, 2007 at 8:20am]
i'm freaking sick.
yesterday was possibly the worst day of my life.
but she was so cute though.
i love this child more then any
[she got glasses. aint she adorable?]
note:not my kid.
January 20th, 2007 at 12:26pm]
yeah, i'm giving livejournal another shot.